blushez of piNk

2004-05-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

::~*piano gliches*~::

another week passed, i reali need to start updating more frequently, maybe thingz are juz getting abit too boring over time... Gym is practically wad i do reacently found it a good wae to release anger and stress lol. As most of u noe, even if i m pissed to da max i dun blow it out , until i reach da peak where i juz erupt and like wad volcanoes do, leave a crater lol. Went to Jim's hse the other day with Linus and a few others to try his home gym set, its so farni him spending so much on a gym set, though i kinda like his punching bag, i wanna something like tt *hintz* but guess no kind soul will get me tt, nor will my mom let me have it, i probably juz break da walls or whole ceiling collapse lol, judging from how violent i can get.

Speakin abt Linus , haha i juz gotta noe him from Jim , its so funny how we gotten to noe each other. I went to china black during the revision week before exams with Jim, Andre and the rest coz it was Jo's bdae, went there to so called celebrate, as usual those that noe me well enuff should noe i dun reali like china black, no particular reason though lol. Jim intro us to Linus, but my impression of linus was reali bad, guess he was drunk or something and he was hinting bad on jean, andre's gf i was like -.-~ this guy is despo lol.Enuff said, i ran into him a few other times when i was going to da gym, he smiled but i gave the kinda "go away u freak" kinda face, i noe i can be reali mean. Last week when Jim meet me and a few others to go sentosa fer da chill, he brought linus along, i was like "urgh", but over dinner we kinda talk more,guess wad, hehe he is not a bad guy aye linus, except when he is drunk *rolls eyes*.

Oiz LinUs if u r reading this LOL, sry dude, i dun mean to give u those looks, juz tt ur first impression to me is like " he is such an arse".Lets chill again someday when u r free =p. So sorry >.<, And up this is the public apology u asked from me LOL.

2004-05-17T09:25:00.000+08:00

::~*dusty.covers*~::

heyhey i m hooked on something new *pts at vcd* i borrowed these from terry hehe, "die sterntaler" i duno wad izit in chinese, its a jap serial though, not those too soapy but something abt ppl accepting a deaf mute person in society and a normal person falling in love with such a person, hehe i m only on disc two and am already so mesmerized by it O.o awe by the story line.... ain't know since when am hooked onto these serials, i like "the rose" though, the ones SHE cast in, even Gen agrees with me hehe, i m sure many others too =D~.umm Fushigi yugi another fantasy of mine hehehehe... its cool~. oh wellz enuff abt da serials.

my piano been so dusty <.< i reali gotta start practicing everyday, last year i already din go fer exam this year i must, or nt mom will prob kill me upside dwn, come to think of it, piano lessons and exam total up to like 1.8k a year gosh -.-" , i juz woke my senses up todae =p wellz not too late ya.

Am so hungry nw, *growls* hehe wellz did i sae i m so happy last nite *giggles* oh wellz =p. i shall go back doing wad i was doing, update u ppl soonx~ kinda need to spice up my life abit *winks* , no owner am not goin to be att, i love my single life *bounces ard*

2004-05-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

::~*tinnY.Stars*~::

gosh its been sometime since i updated my blog since sundae O.o, hasn't been out that much this week, been totally idling -_______-" too bz with too many thingz ard, gotta start goin to da gym next week, personal training up soonx gotta keepmyself in shape fer da BIG cousin wedding tsktsk, wonder y am i doing so much work fer HER wedding.

been out with owner a few days ago and went jewelery shopping fer her new gurl, its pretty =D its an angel, i lurve angels and stars and moon (goez on...) but its reali pretty, and i think its sure to match da girl tts recieving it =), eunice i think hmm she seems ok from the pictures but hadn't gotten to noe her yet, lets hope she is not like some of her previous EX,sheese...but i trust my owner's judgement as as her wifey i'll support her in everyting she think is right, umm some thingz =X.

Urgh todae is a huge pms dae, i m seeing the reds and the bluez, girls are grumpy todae hehe *waddles ard* oh wellz i'll blog dwn more tonite if anithing interesting is goin on, aniway UNKER *waves* , aloser unker seems to always read my blog, hehe juz wanna sae hi *hugz*~

p.s : alot ppl sae its to pinky, my blog but i find it pretty okiez, at least its not HOT pink, blah more suttle pink =D since my old one is not reali in the proper state, and hey u ppl noe wad, i look good in PINK =D, owner u should try pinky too

2004-05-09T10:07:00.000+08:00

::~* ExAmz Are Over *~::

da Exams is FINALLY over, but hmm i dun feel anything too happy about it, you see this semester passes really fast fer one, and i think i haven done anything much constructive, first haven been in the skool pool this sem(blah i wonder y, means ain't chilling out much), two- it was a really bz and slack sem, when its bz its like woah, when we slack its like (debar than debar) =X. Da Heck attitude dwell in us so much that we dun bother abt anything else. -___-". This sem was also a good sem, hehe conflict has cooled dwn between my classmates, everyone is so close suddenly, the guys hang ard with us more than last sem, so does the rest of the girls =D its kwel to see one united class, esp during class test =X, its farni, wellz am glad am in this class, lots of laughter, stress times and times that we roll on the floor laughing, one thing i gotta sae, I LURVE THEM!!!.

Am not goin to da states this year to study, went to a counselling fer study thingy, they told me since my results is doing well and i need a year 12 cert, y dun i stay take the last year of poly as a practical year, after much discussion with my frewns n mom, wellz i guess am gonna stay here till poly end. ANYWAY i gtg now, been idling in da game too much -.- sure gonna get scolding hehe... cheers mates

2004-04-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

::~*1st day*~::

p|easures to da ear: -silence-

urgh~ exam i only have like 3 min to update this poor blog, these few nights been trying to study but oh well , the usual zzzzzz takes in >.< blah and todae is evp paper wads worst =______= some how am addicted to darren's frog face and his (:: [ ]::) <- plaster =D tsktsk, these few daes haven been reali good, pmsing all the wae >.<, yesterdae was on the fone when i told my frewn oooo construction collapse haha and he went "wah y everything in the world is collapsing" -______- wellz not the world but sg, tts pretty scary one by one everything falling apart first a bridge next a construction, wad else next *stare at the ground infront of the window* . Wellz kaez shall not sae anithing much now, i'll go and study since my 3 min is up >.< , note "try to study". =D

2004-04-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

::~*Cinta putih*~::

Agnes Monica - Cinta Putih

seputih hati ini
semurni cinta ini
mekar mewangi kasih
kuharapkan balasmu
ulur tangan peluk diriku
oh kekasih dekaplah aku
perasaan cintaku ini
tak bisa kubendung lagi
dimanakah waktu kan berkata menyetujui cinta ini
merpati putih saksi kita
dalam malam kita berjanji
apa yang kan menghalangi
tentang cinta ini kan terjalin
seputih hati ini....
semurni cinta ini...

woah i like this song since forever, the lyrics so nice >.< bleah~ another one week post, blah wonder when i'll update like everydae. maybe after the exams hehe, fridae the start of the papers, i have totally zilch confidence in it~ i am gonna read through abit now... hope some go into da empty brains, my heart is juz not into it blah... haix...
Aniway deviant ge gave me a few sites fer new games, so tempting >.< but yeah *bangs head* gotta study hehe... time to open my BIS (urgh) later might be goin outs =.=~.

2004-04-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

::~*FushiGi yuGi*~::
p|easures to da ears: fushigi yugi ost disc 5

Da sounds of muah tutor's voice explaining this guy abt the upcoming exam, and waiting fer my "snacK" hehe... wellz waiting fer gen to get her cd so that we can burn the cd and submit her already late prj, but oh well at least its done >.<, now my brain is totally burnt out, well little was left anyway ~>.<~.

Mama is goin aussie fer some business trip fer a week or so from next week, so that juz mean one thing, i'll be home alone, good fer studying fer da exams hehe lets juz hope i'll study and not start playing my game again. Yezterdae i went to irc after so long to juz auth my nick, and i saw halhalie and believe haha wellz its so long since i talked to em, micheal lost his hp =.=~, and woah i saw lot of ppl i din see fer such a long time. And as usual the lag n netsplit made me so irritated n i went off hehe.

Anyway u ppl should catch fushigi yugi tt anime its reali good =D nice sweet and tells u how everyone live in the world fer a purpose *HINTS* hehe , kaez am gonna sign of now, hehe i see my pasta =D

2004-04-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

::~*|asTDaEz*~::
Woah nearly closing to 2 weeks since i last blogged, like wad spar said, its been long, assigments after another, one due on monday tsktsk, wellz at least its all ending and da big break(though the cut it short) is gonna start. Mama is goin aussie, doggy to hotel and me =.=~ left alone to study *snarls*.

Been quite bz goin to the gym and out with Joel, he always ask me go dwn gyming with him .. hehe though this week i was too bz (sry srysry). am gonna make sure i tonned up my bod by e time skool restart.

Juz heard from slyvester a few days ago, hehe i thought he had came back from his taiwan training but onli to realise he is back much later >.< felt so bad , i was so bz i cun go out with him before he left fer training , was abit mean too~ oh wellz guess reali stressed up.

Am suppose to do my story line fer da mma game but AHEM too lazy so juz visited linage2.com to get abit of inspiration hehe, think i shall do it abit mysticy~ oh wellz beta start doing it, or i wun beable to finish it.

Aniway i wanna sae a big THANKS to both pierre and damien gege =D hehe , and fer rest of da frewns GOOD lucK YA fer da examies!!

p.s ayeaye Xav~ i'll blog more, anyway tell aunt lucy hehe i m doing kinda progress i hope =p

2004-04-04T08:43:00.000+08:00

::~*achez*~::
p|easurez 2 da ears : watching Fushigi yu gi =D

Been so bz with things i dun have time to stop and update, so many projects drills into the brain, juz finish my mma and Bis there is still Evp and MMa.School work is enuff burden there is still piano lined up and some matters of the heart tsktsk so bzzzzzz.

to Tt person:

aye i din noe i made such an impact to u in ur life, its not tt i m not happy i did such effect but i guess i gotta move back behind the line, my life n ur life is 2 worlds apart no way it will reach into two, to much faults and holes in between.Thanks fer being da star the angel, treasured u'll always be.

hmM these few daes i been frequenting the gym again, bought some stuff from GNC to increase training.And i bought new earings , i realise butterfly looks good on me *shine shine* haha bought my earings and stuff it looks pretty =D. oH wellz i gotta sign off now, am suppose to go sentosa but *pts at sky* hmmm how?hmmm *blinks n floats awae*

2004-03-29T10:47:00.000+08:00

::~*typical Mondaez*~::
p|easurez 2 da ears : *ptz at lecturer* tt is "so" pleasures to da ears ~>.<~

*yawns* another boring dae~ wad can be worst than a monday, da bluez with spots~ hit my head on fridae nite, the bump is still there *rubs rubs* tsktsk i reali duno wad came over me, i juz look dwn on the floor, and saw something i wanted to pick up than *WHAMP* my fore head hit the edge of tt blardy table *screams*.Was complaining all the wae to my frewns haha, it was a huge bump and a ugly blueblack swelling one =.=~, guess my brain ain't workin when tt happen, malfunctioning of da brainz~, tsktsk tts wad programming always does. oh aniway hehe no more psp2 assigments =D so happY! bleah aniway walk through was okiez,tt day after psp we saw this guy who was like so aggitated with thingz, guess its the Side effext of da java monster =p .

Weekend was pretty okiez, hehe wellz other than tt had a few flinchez,din go sentosa this week tooO tired. hmMm was seriously playing ko most night usually, haha but din go up rank bleah maybe coz i usually juz sat there staring at the screen talkin haha. oh wellz... the monday glinches is getting to me, gotta do prj reali soonx a big big *SIGH~*

2004-03-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

::~*lethal death*~::
p|easurez 2 da ears : nil

Been nearly a week since i actually wrote something into the blog, utterly bz i would sae, psp and so mani stupid assigments coming up, wad adds worst to it is tt i dun even noe wad i m doing. Wellz my results are better than i expected, but i doubt it will stay up there fer long.This one assigments has already make me aged alot in da cells, tzktzk, oh wellz this week was such a lazy week, din attend pretty much of the lessons, guess me n my classmates are "clearing leave" haha , wellz gotta clear while we still have time too~

Ko been takin up my nightly freedom and oh ya~ guess wad =D Owner is back, but nt fer long >.< she is goin back san frans during April to work till july , tsktks first she abandon me fer a COW , than she abandon me fer 2 weeks now 3 mths, wad next 3 YEArS! grrR if tt happens i m gonna be outta her life fer 3 lifetimes (blah jkjk) .Wun bear tooO~ =D

hmMm aniway does ani of u guys noe where i can get nice charm braclets been lookin fer em, but cun find any tt caught my eye , other than the one sold out in bugis (the cinderella collection). Went to flowers in the attic yesterdae, only could found a few tt look like o.O hmMM~ =x tooO much stones fer me >.<, oh gosh i think i better get back to work, gotta run to skool soonx tsktsk. another PMS dae of mine *closes book*

2004-03-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

::~*seasons of |ove*~::

p|easurez 2 da ears : 3 doors down - if i could be like that

Been so cranky todae , major brain dead i could sae, got most of my programming done at least the simple stuffz. Ain't know y am so dead tired today, not tt i did anithing straining,guess certain thingz did a major toil on da brain tt much.Juz thinkin abt two more assigments starting next week , i really duno how am i eva gonna cope, and soonx another one coming up, in week 14*geez*

Mau² smsed me after so long, was pretty shocked, did a little testimonial of him on his frewnster, askin him when are we eva gonna go jogging together . And the in the process i somehow made him do a timetable fer me to get my thingz organised. Jude somehow made me promise him tt i would at least go out with him during da May Hols, and am in deep thoughts on how to place Shawn into next week's schedule

Come to think of it, Daniel was telling me abt 3dO camp,juz hearing him explain tt we are suppose to organise has started a major war amongzt da brain . Pui was askin me to go back fer camp and help >.< am totally packed ,i promised xavier i would be back in Indo during May - June, din see him fer Very long ard. Distant cousin's,goodness me , its pressurizing totally ~ this year is totally booked out and its only March fer goodness sake *sheeze*

That is probably y i placed a ring on my fourth finger to warn off all da "too- free" ppl, from coming near me, i m contented with owner n gen , tts the main reason, comeon' i like see Gen every single day of my life (ok maybe not da weekends), and somehow she has the same effect on me like how owner does, its like i dun get bored jokkin with her n talkin nonsense .Some how i can never get angry at her even when her slipper nearly hit my head *mumblez* =D oh wellz these are the ppl tt make my days more merrier and of course they are the ones tt make a fool of emself to make others laff =x*giggles* beta end this before somemore slippers come flying pass me ..

2004-03-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

::~*sweetdreams*~::

p|easurez 2 da ears : yolanda adams - i believe

People change but i doubt its tt fast, ain't know wads affecting him and makin him like this, but i wish it was diff...I prefer the old him, tt i can tease and i can feel a sense of closeness, i duno wad made him change in such a drastic manner within a week,askin him everytime wads bothering him, he share no more of his feelingz, emotions or even thoughts. Blockin out everyone, i wish i could juz enter his life once again and make him change from wad he has become. Status and level does it really matter, dun be such a stereotype please, or is he using it fer juz some excuse to hide away from the truth. Though i might nt be always there to help ya, i hope thingz will change back to normal at least...

2004-03-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

::~*stardust*~::

p|easurez 2 da ears : Hilary Duff - What Dreams Are Made Of.

"i've got somewhere i belong, i've got someone to love..
this is wad dreams are made of!" -song

Programming bitez into my brain again, no long could i float as much as i used too,da brain to weary, da knowledge to deep and dull. I have somehow due to the countless linez i see have recently came up with a nice equation :

Programing + Linez = Shed hair + stress + sick

Hehe dun u ppl juz agree so =p .Been thinkin y lately i juz cun wake up to get to skool earli, been hailing cab fer the past 6 daes of skool, spending a ton on cab fares, wellz i hope since Shawn is giving me morning calls, i wun be late animore, gotta wake up at 6 later to get some practicing done before i head to skool...

Its been a pretty long time since i last talk on the fone fer this long, esp if its over one topic and it travels to another.I came to realise Shawn is a pretty cute bloke, hahaha, never seems to surprise n amuses me,we were talkin if i should transfer course and somehow it came to talkin abt food, and love life, and even da gay world.. woah. He was so suppose to sleep earli(at least i told him too) but ended up talkin till 20 min ago, boy do i feel bad >.< , i guess i too should get a wink of sleep or nt tml will be "hail-cab-to-school" again , adios~

2004-03-15T02:30:00.000+08:00

::~*grooving.nite*~::

p|easurez 2 da ears : Black Eyed Peas - Where Is The Love

Suppose to be sleeping in my darling crib, but somehow i cun get any wink of sleep, somehow ended up staring back at the comp screen. Poor comp been up with me the past few 4 daes, got da feeling its gonna cough on me pretty soonx, so after this blog entry i guess i shall give the poor soul some rest yeah..

Ze frewns ask me to chill out with em, but guess i had a few more lazy bonez todae, cun wake up in time, and din feel like chilling out, thingz ain't too cheery these days, maybe the clouds had somehow an effect on me.Aye been too Homely these daes, its so Ain't me, went out with shaun fer awhile, juz chilling to catch thingz up with him, while he givez me a little tutorial on some web stuff*duhz*

Evening, was practically filled with me trying to do a new blog, oh yeah~ a new chapter which usually mean a new year , wellz am abit late fer a new year aye.. .

2004-03-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

::~*fresh.new.chapter*~::

p|easurez 2 da ears : clay aiken - when you say you love me

*dust the cover of da blog*

Been a really long time since i updated my blog, and somehow i have decided to pack the past in some small corner and start a new blog fer this chapter.

Many thingz i have flashed past through the last chapter of my life, frewnship broken, stabs ,and many broken glasses of fragile hearts been shattered over n over again.If there is anyone to be blame fer all these happenings it should be blamed on one self. Like people sae, frewnship will drift some will come back again some will not, but its always good to know a few more ppl in the journey of life. Nothing in this world is permanent, not even the ones we love so dear to us.. as the chapter continues, these and more will be understood. As the time ticks past, we slumber into the lives of ourselves n others...

Like angels,we fall and hurt our wingz, but in the process we meet ppl who heal our wingz and care fer us.. Take each fall as an experience tt you may grow fond with.